{Friday, May 28, 2010} 10:56 PM

gone were the days when i would...

• sit in front of the computer and just surf random sites/blogs and watch videos/dramas off youtube the whole day.
• sit on the couch and watch tv shows/documentaries till dinner time.
• look forward to going to school although it was sick having lessons everyday, but at least i had my favourite people around.
• wake up at lunchtime during my self-proclaimed holidays.
• go shopping as and when i like.
• go to the library to borrow novels/baby blues comics.

because i don't have the luxury to do them now. it's kinda sad that i have chose to lead my life this way - giving myself stress and pushing myself even when i ought to take a rest. i'll feel odd when i tell my friends that i've already started on my assignments when they have yet to even think of a topic for theirs.

going to a "private school" doesn't mean our workload is half of what the students in government schools are doing. this is a stereotype and i really wish there are people who can just understand how we feel (besides those who already are students in "private schools"). we have already been unprivileged in many ways, and this is how the right thinking members of society are treating us. doesn't help that some of MY friends think this way too. some even go to the extent of doubting what i have to say.