{Saturday, August 7, 2010} 8:58 PM
Please allow me to do a ranting post.

Let me ask you a question. How would you feel if someone you know is constantly copying you?

You must be thinking it's not a big deal and I'm just trying to kick up a fuss here. Let me explain my point.

Those who know me well enough know the fact that I dislike it when I have to wear or own something that someone I know has (even if I was the one who took ownership first). I guess my sister knows this best because whenever she wants to get something, I'll tell her to choose something else, for the fact that I'll feel uneasy because we have the same thing.

I don't believe in owning something that my friends or siblings already have, because I don't want to be deemed as a copycat. I'll usually think of how the other party (in this case, only people I personally know) would feel if I were to get something ONLY after I saw them with it.

Now something has been bothering me. This friend, let me just name her A, has been constantly getting what I have and still has the cheek to ask me to help her purchase it. So it's like "oh you have this, I wanna get it as well." It's not the first time. If my memory doesn't fail me, this should be the FIFTH time already.

Don't get me wrong. I don't mean that I've got such good taste that people are constantly trying to buy whatever I own. Believe me or not, I'm always secretly hoping that I can be as beautiful and flawless as those girls I've seen on blogs, be it personal blogs or blogshops. I wish I can be like them so I can get rid of my low self-esteem.

Sigh, I just hope everything would end as of now. Did I mention that a classmate copied my assignment word for word as well? I don't know why people without integrity exist. Please, do get a life and leave us innocent souls alone.

Thank you.