{Sunday, June 26, 2011} 3:11 AM
The feeling of helplessness kicks in whenever I'm tired/exhausted but have to force myself awake because of the endless workload.

And whenever I start to complain, I'll think of those who have to work even harder and for longer hours than myself, and what I'm going through is nothing compared to theirs.

At times I just feel like giving up, then again I would have done so long ago if I really wanted to. I often get friends asking me how I manage to juggle between work and school. Honestly, I saw myself struggling at times but if it wasn't for the chances that my colleagues and GM gave, I would not have survived till today. My GM is nice to give me work duties on days without classes. And now she has given me another chance to take a break to concentrate on school work.

I also don't wish to disappoint my dad & aunt who sponsored my school fees, and friends who are there to constantly cheer me on and keep me sane. I wouldn't have endured till today if it wasn't for their moral support.

I am holding on to this tiny bit of hope that I will eventually get through this trimester and get everything done and over with. I want to be able to wear my graduation robe by the end of this year.

I will. And I can.