I don't know. does anyone still bother blogging now? I know I don't but penning this down was just a random thought at like... 3:52AM?!
I've
been having trouble falling asleep before 5AM on a daily basis since
god knows when even after my countless efforts to wake up earlier so
I'll feel more tired towards the end of the day.
working
in this industry has officially messed up my biological clock, and also
to the extent that I don't even remember days and dates well, really.
all I need is to pack accordingly and make sure I don't miss my
reporting time.
okay I digressed.
anyway
my life as a crew has been pretty stagnant over the past few months
except for the fact that I finally visited the city of love aka Paris
(for work). it seems... just like any other Europe stations I've been
to. I wish my visit didn't burst my bubble on how lovely and romantic
the city is, but sadly, it did.
I've
never appreciated my homeland more after I've started living life out
of a suitcase. we do experience some ugly acts from slightly uncultured
people *coughs* every now and then but as long as we don't become
victims of theirs, I'm pretty cool with that.
okay, so after all that counting down... I've got slightly more than a month before I regain my freedom. but I guess I'll give myself a little bit more time to make a decision before I pack up and leave.
wish me luck, whoever's still reading this! :)
